Sunday, October 28, 2007
1) Depressed mood
2) Obvious diminished interest of pleasure
3) Significant changes in weight
4) Insomnia nearly everyday
5) Psychomotor agitation or retardation
6) Fatigue or loss of energy
7) Feelings of worthlessness or excessive guilt
8) Diminished concentration
9) Recurrent suicide ideation
girl, you gotta have attitude
2:51:00 PM
Friday, October 26, 2007
war at home begins..
feel evil but i cant help it..
as much as i somehow dread stayin in the house..
WHY ARE THEY SPENDING SO MUCH MONEY??!!!
i just cant accept it..
Jieru had green bean soup for dinner
girl, you gotta have attitude
10:54:00 PM
cant be more unlucky than this
feeling so down.. finally can get out of the house.. the elnet system has to screw up at this very moment.. server down?!?!?!?!.. when will i ever get into the freaking website so that i can get out of the house?!?!?!!?!
PISSED
girl, you gotta have attitude
8:28:00 PM
Sunday, October 21, 2007
felt like newly wed spending the weekend lazing around at home =)
somehow it was quite nice just slacking at home 'playing with our laptops'. seriously we are just having hours of entertainment just sitting in front of our laptops haha.
i somehow got addicted to facebook for the 2 days.. and it was really nice trying to find all the pple that i know and see my list of frens grow! so much easier to use than frenster heh
and i guess today is the 1st time the 4 of us will go shopping together haha. thanks to football manager 2008.
if dear buys PSP and korkor buys PS3. i'll be the luckiest girl ever! though i refuse to accept any as my bdae present muahahaha.
last nite's match was nice =) thats the 1st man u match i enjoy watching this season.. they are finally playing well! rooney~
loving u so much that im loving people around you and loving to do the things you like too..
girl, you gotta have attitude
10:31:00 PM
Friday, October 19, 2007
i want a new wardrobe.. but i cant think of a good size for it..
cant seem to find my golden proportion
each time i go to ikea i just wish i can have our own home then design it the way we want it to be.. but i shall work my way thru the small bedroom where i cant seem to arrange thgs in an ideal way..
guess im really put thru a time when i need to be stretched..
thanks for all the help tho =)
cant get over with the seemingly real incident..
girl, you gotta have attitude
10:22:00 PM
Monday, October 15, 2007
maybe i procrastinate too much.. i guess.. hmmm..
need to start some CBT on myself muahahahaa
anyway thanks so much val for talking to me.. hee. i still cant get over that matter la.. guess i shld really get it solved ASAP!!!!
i really miss catching up with pple.. cant wait to meet my dearest nu ren!!
and i really wanna build my multiple sources of income.. hoping that money can solve the problems haha.. so that my life can be happier like before..
i wish we can get back on track.. to work together towards our future =)
girl, you gotta have attitude
11:04:00 PM
Sunday, October 14, 2007
maybe i shall stop dreaming of being able to enjoy life..
maybe i shall be less persistent about being in control of my life..
or should i still go on with my beliefs??
anyway.. i BADLY need some advices to help me cope!!! cope with horrible encounters of my life.. cope with downfalls.. cope with myself losing my cognitive functions.. cope with things not going my way.. just cope with my life la..
i should stop hating myself.. so what can i do to love myself more??
any good ideas to help me??? help me get over with hiccups more easily.. to live a happier life..
i shall hope my coming 5 weeks will be a fruitful one and i can adjust back to a healthy and fulfilling lifestyle!!!
girl, you gotta have attitude
11:00:00 PM
Sunday, October 07, 2007
its a weird transition
i really wish to just marry off ASAP.. have our own home.. and start my career so that i can be dressed like an executive and shop all i want because i have the money and i need to dress up!
i am really just wasting my 1.5 yrs hopefully not 2.5 years just to fulfill a responsibility. hence i really dont want it to take up too much of my life.. 8 hrs a day is all im willing to give.. i dont want to conclude the 1st 20 years of my life saying ive been studying for 14 years and the 1st 6 yrs i didnt know what happened to my life cos i was too young..
and im gonna turn 20 in like a months time.. so what have i achieved??!?!!
i envy her.. just turned 21 yet a mother of 2.. carried herself well enuff to pass off as a 26yo executive.. with a blissful family..
girl, you gotta have attitude
12:32:00 PM
Wednesday, October 03, 2007
i guess i understand why pple say and do nasty thgs to pple..
maybe when u feel that everythg is going against ur wishes and theres nobody who can understand u.. you'll start to act differently..
it was wrong from the start to even utter a word..
if i could just do only thgs that i deem purposeful..
what comes around goes ard..
pple are mirroring each other but they seldom see their own reflections
girl, you gotta have attitude
12:27:00 AM
