Monday, September 19, 2005
yeah i wanna rmb this too! haha i made a fren happy!
hmmm, went out today after the paper to meet jieru who wanted to pass me something. turns out to be a bunch of lavender and a card! *clutches at my chest* darn, im REALLY REALLY touched man. i totally did not expect it..*sigh* i wished i had prepared something for you too..=( thanks girl!!! THE BEST PRESTO SISTA!!!! :D love ya to bitssss. still looking forward to a day when i get to stayover! :P
hahhaa partly to remind me abt the stayover, n tt i made u happy! heh i love this.. it really means alot to me.. esp if we dont talk really alot.. don seem to be really close.. but i guess we still have each other in our minds! aww thats so sweet heh
n i just forgot wad else i wanted to say.. sadx
i know its sth nice sth to do with pple.. n i dunno wad issit bleh
just as im talking abt bad memory.. oh well its getting late lah.. haha
its less than 5 mins now n im editting this.. yes yes i wanna say im so sadddd.. pple always say im thin.. haix i also wanna grow fat!! pple save me.. i wanna grow fatter.. i know many pple will kill me.. budden i wanna grow fat!!! bleh im getting paranoid abt pple saying im thin.. n i will cry when i lose weight or when pple say so.. haha so ya lah i wan to grow fat!!!!!
who doesnt wanna look gd.. heh
haha i think less than 1 min now n i decide to edit.. i love jielin's blog.. haha ever so farni! SE-SE-ME.. i dunno why it makes me so hyper.. but im really tired.. anw i need to remind myself to cherish!! whaaha focus on gd pts.. oh n not forgetting ur quote.. i think pple will tag me heh
complain guys horrible also no use, cos they'll remain USELESS
girl, you gotta have attitude
1:23:00 AM
Sunday, September 18, 2005
when ur mood change.. u no longer find pleasure in doing sth.. n nth nice will come out of u..
tt explains my big toe on my left foot..
i guess now no more exams i eat full too free can pms again.. n pms doesnt need to be the conventional thg..
i wan pohsiew.. haix.. i need ur advices!!!
i dowan this to happen again.. but exams isnt the way out! arghx cuz i hate exams!
tired sia
girl, you gotta have attitude
11:25:00 PM
Saturday, September 17, 2005
ahhh i really need to say this.. i love that teddy bear.. its one of the loveliest teddy i've ever seen.. JESSSSSSSS i really miss the bear loh... its like a little baby.. so sweet n so lovable.. its mao is so soft.. n its colour is those real teddy colour! ahhh.. hahahaa n its just so nice~
muahahaaa.. never felt this love for a teddy b4.. hmm always the most is see some cute n sweet looking soft toy thg.. or some big huggable creature.. ooooh but this teddy is cool.. n it has this dirty look.. not the pervertic kind tt jess thot of.. haha but u know the good old bear look.. arghhh such a lovely baby heh
wonder if theres a new one.. budden hes like the lonely one ard in that place.. no one looks like him.. so sad.. haha why will i wanna buy a dirty looking teddy even though it looks so lovely.. hmm humans are weird creature.. haha
expensive teddy too~ shld i pamper myself? hahaaa.. but teddys are impractical thgs.. but who cares.. haha pt is PAMPER myself.. n i guess teddys are good collection =) every dreamer shld own a teddy.. but teddy gets dirty easily n i dunno how to clean it.. how how how
i wish i can earn money now n buy my collection of teddys.. haha new craze
oh n i must say 2dae was fun going out with jess.. i wanna go out with gals! wahahaa.. so fun chatting non-stop.. dinner also so cold alr.. ate for so long.. haha.. now i stomach ache i think too much gas inside.. n all the farni thgs.. poking my mooncake, laffing at the pig dispensing paper roll from its nostril.. haha n wad other stuns did i do 2dae? hee joke of the day still the toilet one.. shhhh.. hmm n i got so freaked out by a stoopid baby lizard last nite.. shall not elaborate.. n i saw the mummy when i was peeing..
looking forward to monday shopping tuesday mahjong n wed steamboat! heh i guess my class is getting closer..
girl, you gotta have attitude
12:03:00 AM
Tuesday, September 13, 2005
yeah im happy! hee.. cuz i talked to my frens on the fone! haha.. i know it isnt sth great.. budden u know nowadays technology so advanced.. pple usually chat online or thru sms.. haha 1st i was happy chatting with u pple over sms.. haha but im like really happy now when we chat on the fone.. wahaha i miss this feeling.. really love talking on the fone.. so ya if u all miss me can call my hse! wahaha.. i think its nice when we talk to each other during this tough time heh..
"good evening.. " haha u training to enter the workforce soon? paiseh was just fascinated by that =) no offence
lalaala.. i hope as FM kias n ex-FM kias we can survive tmr.. haha.. n the days to come.. bleh cant wait for it to be over!! hang in there!
girl, you gotta have attitude
10:01:00 PM
Friday, September 09, 2005
hey pple.. how are u all getting on? haha i guess i miss u pple.. hmm i suddenly feel the need to spend more time with u all n be nice to u pple.. haha.. not like im not nice.. buden like be sweet n like care more for u all lohx.. hmm 2 yrs is gonna be over soon.. really wanna cherish the time we spend tog.. i wanna spend more time with my frens.. n i'll find my best galfrens who can do all the sweetest thg in the world with me..
n thanks alfie.. haha u're like soooo soooo sooooooooo sweeet.. haha.. i really miss u pple! haha we must go out tog! other than nats our attendance is nv full lah.. hahaha.. really wanna meet up with u pple! haha
lalaala.. i shall disclose 1 of my bdae wish.. i really wish i can spend with my frens! all my wonderful frens.. often its like onli ur 21st bdae u can invite everyone.. hmm dunno just have the feeling that it seems like i always spend my bdae with family rather than frens.. budden again.. didnt i spend my last bdae with u pple.. wahahaha.. oh well.. im a greedy gal.. i wan everyone i love to be there with me on my bdae.. muahahaha..
okie i can continue to dream hehe.. too many events on my bdae alr i guess.. n i shall announce.. im celebrating on 21st october!!! wahahaha.. those who miss this entry shall not know.. hmm but i wont reject wishes n presents on 10th anw.. hmm why that day.. haha cuz its my lunar bdae! 2 yrs ago i experienced how pple forget my bdae n the cuteness when pple realise its 10th when they see the exam paper.. muahaha.. n tts jieyun~ oh well.. its not like i wanna make it such a big thg.. but i just love it when pple pamper me.. hehe n i guess thats like the special day pple will..
lalaala~ no school on 21st oct.. so its gd! i can enjoy the entire day.. im gonna wear my blue sundress that jiejie bot for me! hehe so nice~ my bdae present.. n its at my hse alr.. muhahaaa.. but i'll still keep till the veri day.. always been my dream to wear dresses out.. but guess at our age its abit too mature.. but nvm.. im the princess that day! wahahaha
oh n i guess my fellow dans will know.. why i chose 21st~ heh..
time flies.. im gonna be 18 soon.. wahaha.. actually no lah still a long way to As.. budden when i think after prelims it will be 21st sept.. n in 1 mths time it will be 21st oct.. haha soon it will be 10 nov lah.. lolx..
i guess im a happier gal now.. wahahahaa.. i hope these 3 mths will be really enjoyable.. n of cuz after As we can have all the fun in the world! muahahahahaaa
girl, you gotta have attitude
10:15:00 PM
Saturday, September 03, 2005
n he cheered me up! waahaha was a great idea to go park.. so exciting.. haha came up with such an interesting idea.. n its exactly wad i want!
okie i shall not expose the stoopid idea why i dowan to go in the end
hehe indoor picnic is cool.. wanted to invite pple over.. then can make alot of food n party! bleh but well.. next time k? haha will u all come?
girl, you gotta have attitude
11:43:00 PM
im bored.. why am i so bored.. i really dunno
life has been boring.. trying to study.. trying to fake pass my papers so tt i wont do too badly.. finally taking a break now.. but im sooooo bored.. arghx.. have i become a boring person..
girls usually have veri close galfrens whom they can hang out with.. whether u're happy or sad.. anytime anywhere.. haix suddenly feel so lonely.. so i have such a close fren.. one who can shop with me.. have fun with me.. go crazy with me.. be there for me all the time..
miss ny days.. classmates.. teammates.. all the pple who can do crazy thgs tog.. go out tog.. hair treatment.. neoprint.. eat.. haix i miss those bdae celebration.. somehow they just die off.. miss u guys..
most enjoyable thg i can rmb doing with my class now is playing mahjong.. seems like i've never went out with the girls to have fun lidat.. or issit just i dont rmb.. feel like asking u all out 1 day.. but i guess all of us have our own plans.. some hafta study.. n i admit im not the kind who will sms n arrange an outing.. will either do it when we're tog or when we're online.. now seems like not a single soul is online?
am i really so boring.. so no life? i cant even find a computer game tt i can enjoy playing.. haix got sick of spidey.. which is wad pple play ages ago.. nth i can do.. i was bored shopping too.. just dont enjoy it.. there were times when i had fun.. but just a moment or so.. nth significant tt can keep me happy..
yes n pple will say its pms.. oversensitive.. blowing up a small issue.. fine then dont read this n dont bother abt me..
girl, you gotta have attitude
10:40:00 PM
