Monday, August 08, 2005
haha tags seems farni.. yes gaigai its so scary.. thanks yt haha u're like ever so cute.. gabe u dont go thru that pls keep quiet..
just hope everyone is fine now.. hmm pohsiew are u okie now? sorry didnt msg u the other time.. forgot to ask wad happened in the end.. thgs just seems kinda awkward at times.. dunno.. maybe im just too sensitive
oh well.. haha i've become happier i guess.. got my dearie E720C alr.. haha.. met up with my dearest radio.. oh i just took the spag to wash.. haha i really thot its orange loh.. but well it's the pink i like! haha didnt buy cuz i got 5 of tt spags alr.. so well.. now add on to my collection lolx.. i guess i am the S size gio spag gal.. its kinda short for me too.. but somehow everyone like cannot wear will think of me lolx.. nvm its nice anw~ thanks gal! haha i haven tried the v neck
hmm nat day celebration.. was kinda farni.. but was quite fun.. hmm did a super unglam shit in front of someone.. but guess i shldnt be bothered.. bleh feel so sinful~ haha.. maybe wad u all said its true.. haha no pt like telling u all abt my sins.. but i cant bring myself to say it out to the person.. lalaala i better stop this
haix really must get down to study le lohx.. haha issit physics test the day we get back to sch? opps
girl, you gotta have attitude
10:02:00 PM
Thursday, August 04, 2005
just realised its E720C not 730.. well i dunno why i can rmb the number wrongly..
but does it matter now..
its not as though i wanna be sad.. do u think i enjoy it when everyone is unhappy over this hp matter? whole family like kinda unhappy.. n i cant even talk to u.. haix n im just making a big fuss over every small thg everyday rite? ya everyone thinks i complain alot.. fine.. dont listen to me.. dont read my blog.. just dont find out abt me complaining..
feeling so helpless like i cant even talk to anyone.. does anyone even understand how i feel.. does anyone even wanna hear me just rattle on n on..
somehow i just feel emotionally attached to thgs rather easily.. n even those thgs i use.. somehow i feel attached to them.. wad is so wrong with that..
n even now my keyboard is trying to be farni.. ya thank alot..
girl, you gotta have attitude
11:46:00 PM
Wednesday, August 03, 2005
okie i think i seriously need to blog.. hmm cant access my tagboard for quite some time.. but well.. im really touched to hear from all of u..
tt day due to the treasury thg, thanks dans for being there for me.. guess i was really veri worked up tt day.. hmm seriously i guess this problem doesnt really apply to many pple in the class.. but somehow its significance is quite great to me n im like really affected.. well.. thanks for being there! n thanks to those who saw me in cafe n asked me if im okie =) hee so paiseh but really nice of u all! n to gaigai.. i just hope thgs din turn out awkward for u.. like sandwiched in betw? i tried my best..
n not forgetting those who will still read my blog.. brother, yt, gabe, advisor n all.. haha at least i know u guys still care for me =) lalaala~ really miss the 8 of u! miss the track season.. haha n i rmb brother i haven call u.. so sorry tt day was having camp.. then j1s cannot use hp.. so quite paiseh to keep smsing at tt time.. hope u're coping well with studies! i miss nats..
i guess i didnt mention tt.. oh well thanks for the moral support.. thanks for reminding me to be strong n not give up easily.. haix somehow all my frens are like so pro-you.. blehx.. okie lah u're a great guy k.. so i shld learn to accept u.. now it seems like u're confusing me.. im supposed to stop complaining n be contented right? so wads wrong with accepting it.. i really dunno.. i just want us to be happy cuz im just too tired of all the 'fighting'.. i shall try to stick to my 5 promises.. we always seem happy n stuff.. but somehow somewhere theres still this something tts like.. i also dunno wad to call it.. hindrance? its just not perfect.. i know nth is perfect.. but well it has always been my dream..
the whole mood is different.. i was so happy n excited when i came to blog.. n i wanted to say gd stuff abt it.. haix after the call the mood is just gone.. theres nth wrong with u.. its just that we got different views.. i guess its not just the pencil.. its our values ba.. i doubt u'll ever understand the feeling.. it just means alot to me.. somehow.. n it doesnt make me feel any better when u said u'll get me another one.. well.. i wonder wads the reason.. empty promises? i feel so immune to everythg.. i guess i wont get sad/angry so easily animore.. i hope..
why am i saying all these here when everyone is going to read it.. haix i dunno how to convey all these to u.. cuz i just need to say it when it comes to my mind.. it sucks when everyone thinks u're a great guy n make me seem like some really bad girl who wont be contented n just complains abt u and dont appreciate wad u do.. am i? ya n theres this other case when i am just so sucky but i still think im good which makes me even worse.. oh well.. so what am i?
im confused.. abt alot of thgs.. mixed feelings.. mixed thinkings.. but just too tired to bother
well.. back to the other purpose of this entry.. some updates abt my life recently.. guess the big thg is ocip selection camp.. happy that its the end so theres no more dry runs n stuff.. was really a great experience organising a camp n best of all gather with all the ocip peeps.. but sad thg is that its the last interesting activity.. n it will be studying next.. haix gotta settle down fast.. well, hope the j1s wont hate us too much.. n those who got in.. hopefully we made the right choice
n my hp is like getting more cmi alr.. haix tempted to change.. but like feel so helpless.. also dunno can change not.. n i dunno if tt phone is good.. samsung E730C.. bleh sickening.. prom.. i wanted to go initially.. but seems like some pple not keen abt it.. well im just like nv go b4 such thgs cuz i missed ny grad nite.. blehx.. more like an eyeopener.. n like a closure to jc life? boring.. i guess i'll go since its hard for the class to form 1 table.. oh n wads the big fuss? my fav pencil spoilt too.. wow issit the spoiling season now?
slacker was sleeping n watching tv.. blehx.. tong xin yuan is tempting once i watch.. the shopping prog is getting kinda irrelevant now not v interested alr.. super star is getting addictive.. but ya i not so high alr since someone dont think he's that impressive.. guess we always put each other down huh..
i miss shopping.. i miss hanging out with frens.. i guess i will try to meet up with u guys.. well some variations in life.. pls accept tt too~ cuz i really dunno how i'll survive during this mugging period..
really din mean to blog a sad entry partly related to u too.. sorry.. i will try to blog those happy ones..
girl, you gotta have attitude
9:43:00 PM
