Born into attitude
Asleep at the wheel
Throw all your bullets in the fire
And run like hell
What is the fever?
What ever happened to sweat?

Monday, November 29, 2004

carried darren boy! so nice

went down hosp yest n 2dae.. spent quite some time with darren boy.. so happy that im more or less recovered.. pls pray hard that i don spread any germs there.. feel so nice talking to him n sayang-ing him.. patting him to slp.. poor boy still not used to the temp outside.. guess he's the onli nephew i feel attached to n wanna pamper him.. some thgs just cant do cuz will spoil him.. hmm gotta learn along the way.. cant visit him tmr.. well guess i'll still go down jie's hse on thurs.. haix dunno i just got no time for studies n stuff.. sadx.. i still wanna shop in town.. so many thgs.. n ya my ocip report.. so impt n if i don do it asap i wont do it alr..

went to send the jap students off last nite.. so sudden they go off alr.. was like just few days ago when yuanyu told me abt the rehearsal.. well quite a waste tt i didnt spend much time with them.. but ya at least i gotta noe how jap teenagers are like.. was quite nice spending time with interactors during this exchange as well.. n ya the crazy snapping of photo.. feel so bad last nite for being so insensitive n made uncle wait for so long =(

the feeling of being ah yi.. the need to grow up after the trip.. the feeling of taking care of someone.. darren n my fren.. guess im quite different now.. n im treating mummy n daddy better..

girl, you gotta have attitude
8:55:00 PM

Sunday, November 28, 2004

hey pple.. haha so paiseh super busy these few days cant come online.. reached on tues talked non-stop no time to come. wed went out with exp team whole day. thurs went sch for interact rehearsal den orchard bball thg n dunno wad. fri n sat host the japanese student. n yes finally sunday rest day! wahahaa n i cant rest also.. cuz darren has finally arrived!!

jiejie's msg: naughty darren boy come to this world on 28 nov, 0007hrs. 3.66kg. i went thru normal delivery but unsuccessful ended op. i m at ward 17 bed 15.

was slping like a pig but was too excited to slp when mummy woke me up n saw the sms.. been so close to jie n especially close when she's pregnant.. waited anxiously for darren to arrive.. so nice~ n esp after i've carried a newborn in udon.. really wanna dash down to hosp now to see n carry darren.. but prob is.. im still sick!!! blehx.. finish half the course of antibiotics.. just wanna faster get well den can carry darren boy..

thru this also heard mummy's story abt how she give birth to korkor n me.. wahaha i was sooo big.. imagine 10 nov 1627 hrs this big baby popped out~ 3.8kg

thanks for the wonderful hug gaigai! heex.. was hugging the jap girls last nite too.. theres 1 girl sort of quite close to me though we didnt spend much time tog.. she kept hugging me n so tightly.. so nice..

miss u pple but cant hang out with u all.. went orchard it seems so diff n i really wanna shop there! but no time so far.. somehow i spotted zhiquan along the road.. haha.. den the next thg i noe is when i landed in heeren after a while i saw sh.. 1st thg tt came to my mind was wad u guys doing with the specs.. well he was with claire.. still feel bit weird abt it.. ya n i saw claire the other day when i went orchard.. haix maybe s'pore is just so small!

gabe.. u better bring me to somewhere nice to eat one day!!

girl, you gotta have attitude
8:34:00 AM

Thursday, November 25, 2004

stay up so long on 933 cuz of this song.. finally heard it..

Fish Leong - Ning Xia

when i was there i sang this song.. i thot of HCL clique.. gaigai n ernie

when im back i hear this song.. im thinking of the day we were singing on song tiao.. borrowed dinghao's lyrics n singing the song.. with gerri.. n some others..

gaigai said she miss my hug.. yes i miss u n ur hug so much too! thanks yk.. i will hug gaigai de.. haha n im going earlier tmr just to spend time with u.. pls pray hard i'll be fine cuz having headache now..

tt nite i wrote in my journal i miss ur hug.. went back to room.. gerri told me abt her sis giving her gd nite hug.. n tt nite she gave me good nite hug b4 i slpt.. after tt when i heard the news abt LH.. i cried n gerri was there hugging me telling me he'll be fine..

n now i miss gerri n her hugs.. like we were once quite closed.. lost touch.. n coming tog again during selection camp, then publicity, den now buddy for the trip!

feel like hugging so many pple in the team..

girl, you gotta have attitude
9:48:00 PM

(read the next entry b4 reading this)

omg this is the greatest joke ever!!!! plssssss why on earth will i fall for a tcher.. im not like some mad person who's so crazy over some dennis person..

LH is NOT louis ho.. pls!!!! i noe he went for the trip.. but noooooooooooo

haix u upset me lah!! i thot u read my blog n noe the most abt LH.. lindy hop rmb??!!!!

n pple pls take not.. guardian angel is just an imaginary person

girl, you gotta have attitude
9:02:00 PM

IM BACK!!

wahaha im back like so many days ago.. feel so much like a kampong girl.. miss the simple life.. don feel like coming online.. haha.. n yep changing my fone back to 8310 cuz my T610 is like getting more n more spoilt n i miss my simple n nice 8310.. thanks mummy for taking all my unwanted fone.. heex~

feel like some thai girl.. n my eng is getting worse.. n i lost touch with typing.. haha been writing in my diary.. n im just too lazy to type.. type damn slow now lah.. haha 1 week n it seems like im away for 1 yr.. n s'pore n even my home seems so foreign to me..

i got so much to say abt this trip.. simply cant stop talking.. n pls don ask me online theres no way i can tell u.. i can onli talk now.. haha n ya can try calling me to listen to my sexy voice.. lolx.. don feel like taking medicine.. when i recover den no more this voice alr..

ya i just too lazy to type.. haha pple pls call me on the fone if u wanna talk to me.. now i dunno to stop blogging not.. cuz i wanna write in diary.. now i noe wad bryan means.. hmm yepx.. if i stop blogging means i cant 'talk' to u guys here.. den i keep talking to u guys in diary n u guys wont read it.. haix so mao dun loh..

i think i gonna compile my journal for this trip.. really nice i need to share the experience with all of u.. n theres no way i can tell u all those stuff cuz i think i will die of talking.. haha for those who noe how i talk now.. daddy n mummy couldnt stand me manx.. haha 1 week nv hear my voice n once i got out of airport i literally talked NON-STOP.. lol!

oh manx someone just showed me some ultra sweet stuff.. haha yes im convinced that there are still ultra sweet guys ard n i'll meet one.. one fine day!!

k just some updates.. im a new person now.. i can feel the change in me.. bet u guys cant wait to meet me.. but ya i'm ultra busy..

fri + sat : Jap visit
mon: ocip meeting

so far ya lidat.. since i reach s'pore till now was soooo busy..

k wad i learnt there.. short summary.. how to build hse, how the 'sewage system works', how beautiful life can be, how blessed i can be, the diff kinda frenship, the kinda hospitality n concern n love thais have for guests, how u can communicate despite the language barrier, how great a smile can be, how sincere a person can be, the kinda motherly love, the kinda love for little children, how diff 'kampong children' can be, how ur expectations can differ from reality, how dream come true, the kinda love u can have for a fren, learn more abt guys also.. lol.. n yep guess i learnt more abt my own emotions.. learn to try new thgs, lotsa 1st time experience there, learn to overcome fears, learn to trust, learn to love care n take care of pple, to appreciate thgs, to show that u appreciate.. really so much to learn just from the trip.. 8 days.. the most fulfilling 8 days of my life! i noe i've never wasted my life cuz i went for this trip n experience wads LIFE!

im so living in thailand.. feel so at home there.. told my dad to retire there with one of his golf mate.. wahahah~

yes b4 i forget im shocked that interactors read my blog! wahaha pls tag n let me noe k.. anw im v open abt my blog.. as long as its not like my family members..

okie sth impt i shun bian say here.. gaigai take note! k as u all noe LH went for the trip.. yepx went thru alot in these 8 days.. from the initial noticing him, chatting with him, till the day he got hospitalised n stuff was so worried for him, 1st time i was so worried i cried so hard for a fren.. i thot i really fell for him.. was talking to maybe my 'guardian angel' n yep i was assured that he's fine n stuff.. the whole feeling is so magical i thot maybe this time i really like him.. next day as i wake up.. i worry less for him n stuff.. tt nite i was feeling so helpless couldnt be there with him. next day wrote a note to him. n hafta run all the way back n stuff.. n yep with my injured leg.. cant believe i did all that.. till that veri morning i suddenly didnt feel much for him.. evening mr ho told us we could visit him.. i wasnt as happy as i thot i would be.. n when i saw him.. yep it felt diff from i expected n stuff..

after tt.. the next time i saw him was airport.. didnt feel much.. maybe distant from him i dunno.. didnt noe wad to talk abt though we used to chat till v shuang the kind.. maybe cuz both of us were sick i thot~ came back.. hafta b stucked inside the airport with him.. but din feel anythg.. it's so not me.. guess u pple noe also..

n guess wad.. 2dae the truth reveals.. heard from some frens abt him.. his true self.. n yes i noe wads all this abt.. it's a learning experience for me.. falling for someone but 'guardian angel' pulled me up b4 i fell deeper in.. protecting me n not letting me get hurt.. LH is like the dream guy kinda person.. but tts wad it appears to be.. although i haven seen the other side of him.. but guess i trust my frens.. they noe him more than i do.. n they are my true frens.. so now LH seems like just another sh.. so similar.. all the kinda dream guy.. but as time past.. u see the true self reveals.. n yes.. he's no longer the guy i wanna be with.. im so thankful abt all these that happened.. like meeting a few wrong guy.. b4 one day when i really meet the right one..

yepx after knowing abt someone who got attached.. ahem.. haha haven heard the story.. but yepx with all the experience at udon n here in s'pore wads happening to u.. guess i shld just forget abt the dream guy thg.. now i learn not to trust gentleman easily.. yepx i noe i'll find the guy who will truly love me..

just be patient n just wait..

gabe: i went hbf seah im to eat this morn.. drank teh terik.. reminded me of the time i went there with u n big gabe.. bring me out to eat gd food!!! n i went isetan @ orchard n the athens thg is still there lah.. haha cant forget how crazy i was playing the game the other day.. n really if i cant be in track anymore i'll really miss hurdles.. noe i walked past the hurdles in sch 2dae n i can really feel for it.. my greatest love in track.. n i miss the feeling of running in my spikes.. sprinting!! (ya guess wad i sprinted in udon.. to chase MR EDMUND KOH.. wads the world coming to.. haha but was just a game.. n so happen im so lucky i hafta run..) ya good is good... thanks alot pal.. u saved me.. lolx.. w/o him i might nv noe abt the prob in my knee n my ligament may not recover so soon.. n i may not be able to survive building the hse n running ard.. k tts a big secret cuz pple are not supposed to noe i ran.. n w/o him i wouldnt have the medication for my joint which ached so badly after a day's work n the ultra cold weather..

thanks to those who tagged! n thanks gaigai for the nick.. hehe so sweeeeet.. thanks to those who msged me when im back.. IF, twinnie, yk's v impt msg, jess, yeah babe (hope i nv miss out anyone) n thanks so much WZ for calling!! was so nice to hear u.. wah was sooooo maluating lah.. was like so clumsy with the trolley cuz of this long story.. n LH was there.. hmm wadeva i don bother too much alr.. just so nice talking to u din wanna hang up n so i got like 1 less hand available to do anythg..

im sick but i don look sick n don feel sick.. but i hafta slp early cuz im having headache n slight fever.. n gotta play a gd host tmr.. so well.. cya soon pple!

8.51 now~ see how long i took to type this entry

girl, you gotta have attitude
8:02:00 PM

Monday, November 15, 2004

wahhhh i will miss the wadeva aviva crap.. hmm abit late now den i realise ponsana boonsak is here!! but the pt is i cant watch his match cuz the comp ends b4 im back.. blehx.. tts super sad lah.. hmm oh well don think i'll see him at airport or wadever.. wahahah fat hope manx~

ahhhhh like so wasted lah blehx

girl, you gotta have attitude
10:59:00 PM

oh manx.. the show is like so exciting.. nice~ haha

someone pls be nice enuff to tell me wads the ending tmr.. haha maybe some special entry? heex.. think it will be a nice twist for all the couples..

girl, you gotta have attitude
10:05:00 PM

GABE can u say sth nicer on my tagboard!! blehs forever one loh..

yea thanks alot dans.. haha niao dan which i mentioned yest.. xiaodan aka my dearest gaigai.. wahaha u blogged abt me again coolx~ n i shall reply u here again.. siao le.. haha im so excited abt the slippers thg.. so zhun we always like the same op stuff lidats.. so long nv buy slippers le.. haha the pt is mummy still dunno.. she always complain i got alot of slippers.. budden prob is they nv seem enuff.. wahaha n gd thg abt op slippers is tt they are not so slippery~ wah tt sounds weird but wadeva.. haha.. anw go flirt loh.. haha i noe u'll still love me more than all ur other dearies.. k next laodan.. haha i don care she shall be laodan to me.. shes such a sweetie rmb to sms me.. wahaha.. n thanks bendan for ur msg on msn.. i think kazua hafta take care of the whole team loh.. asst expedition leader.. hmm.. hahaah like some hcl unite thg.. wahah~ k lah abit no link.. haha i think zhadan will onli realise im going for the trip after i fly off~ opps don let her see this.. haha

k anw.. in case u still dunno.. im leaving for UDON THANI tmr morning.. u wont see me until like 8 days later~ bet u'll miss me rite.. wahaha.. k nvm.. its quite scary lah.. like SUDDENLY the day is here n im flying off tmr.. omg tts like soooo fast lah.. from all the selection camp to the preparation n stuff.. n the LH thg.. haha i think now not so siao le.. n im not there to pao cha onli lah.. wahaahaha make cha for myself to soak -cha ye dan- okie nvm.. i think i siao alr..

okie maybe i'll get sth nice for u.. hmm tts if i find nice stuff when i go shopping.. haha hope i find nice sequin slippers.. haha slippers again.. hmm n maybe nice bag.. hope to find some nike stuff or some sports apparel.. wahaha shopping queen~

k gonna go bathe n get my stuff ready.. den watch tv n slp~ tts if i can slp

u better miss me when im away!!

girl, you gotta have attitude
8:11:00 PM

Sunday, November 14, 2004

hey pple.. will be using M card when i go over thailand.. haha so if u wanna sms me can get from me the hp number.. but the pt is i cannot reply ur sms once im out of s'pore.. lolx~ i dunno y im telling u also.. k nvm.. ya n don try calling me.. guess tts abt all..

quite excited abt the trip~ wahaha oh ya in case u dunno.. i'll b away from tues 16 nov morning.. reaching air port at 6.20.. coming back on tues 23 nov afternoon 2+

pls help to pray for the team.. wahahah hopefully nth will happen to anyone of us.. no farni mosquito biting us.. don fall sick when we're there.. no injury.. no exposed wound when we go to sarnelli.. no food poisoning.. blah blah n stuff.. haha i think im going crazy.. getting more n more hyper abt the trip..

wahhaa jess called just now specially to ask me to take care n stuff.. feel so small lolx~ hmm n felt so protected when i was out with peilee also.. wahaha k 2dae was quite nice shopping ard

hope i can get the box tmr.. if not i dunno how im going to bring those toys over.. the ribena box is pathetic small..

girl, you gotta have attitude
10:12:00 PM

Thursday, November 11, 2004

just saw sq's blog.. haha got another featured report.. so drama hahahaha.. tt sounded more farni den wz's but well.. the main idea is there.. hahaha i got no idea why u all wanna paste the puzzle on the board n how u all did it.. hmm sth new i nv do b4.. haha no wonder u all need such a big bottle of glue.. k lah maybe cuz the frame too beeg.. oh manx now i noe why wz keep laffing alr.. haha.. so drama.. n IF n his wadever jinx thg is quite farni.. eh don blame everythg on the puzzle lah.. hahahaha think u also went blur after doing it..

haha i really like the puzzle.. esp after listening to the stories behind it! hahaha

once again, the witty queen will like to specially thank the grand witty advisor, witty princess, witty trex (not knight meh haha), witty housekeeper, witty monster and witty snowman for this special gift (k at least i copied sth from ur blog.. hahaha)

anw i suddenly rmb.. tt time me n wz wanted to make the squirrel puzzle for u lah.. den also out of stocks..

eh so wad happened on ren wo ao you last nite? haha another entry to update me?!

girl, you gotta have attitude
2:12:00 PM

thanks alot WZ for the report! wahahaha im gonna copy to my blog to keep it~

so now i shall update on how a power pack and damn suay monday 8 nov was...hahahaha. thinking abt it is alone to make me laugh.

we arranged to meet in sch at 10. we namely me iat fai sq and mer. yes merissa!!! haha she came back to sa. haha. we played abit of bball be4 gg to ps to buy the jig jaw puzzle. so memorable. maybe is cos haven played with them since ermmm first 3 mths. so long din hear mer scream when the ball comes flying to her. hahahaa. quite sad tt u cant come and jus play with us. but then can jus get her to come another day. esp when bball has trg. hahaha....[eh im jealous lah! i also wanna play bball with u all! hahaha must ask her back 1 day!]

so off we went to ps. ate there then happily went to the jigjaw shop to buy the puzzle. wahhhh the first screw up of the day. the jigjaw which me and sq went to raki tt day and wanted to buy is gone!! like out of stock. wahhh to think tt we only went there to find it on i think fri...wahhh damn sad. so ya we frantic then look here and there. then finally settled on the pooh 2005 calendar. u better hang it up more than 1 yr!!! haha it is still nice lah.. but not as nice as the orginally planned one. [tell u all loh.. i got puzzle world discount card.. =X.. eh must tell me how the planned one looks like.. wahaha but tt one is really nice with all the star border.. its up in my study room!]

then we cabbed back to sch to do the puzzle cos mer was feeling abit sick. it was ard 1 plus. settled down in the cafe then started doing...placed the glue aside and started doing the edges. the challenge came... tell u ar 1000 pieces is not kid's play. [hahah i made lotsa puzzle b4.. yep noe it's not easy for u guys.. really thanks alot for the effort!] do till all i see the pooh. hahah cos i was ermm assigned to do pooh as the rest of them have chosen wat they wan. sq did eyore and the owl, iat fai do the tigger (he keep complaining abt the orange and the stripes), mer did piglet. so not much of a choice for me, all the yellow or look like yellow pieces namely orange was all given to me. so i did the pooh and the rabbit. hahaha i never knew pooh is soooo hard to do, all like same colour and no lines de. so we jus sat there on the hard hard cafe seats...butt v hard can...so we did till 5 plus 6...finally done le!!! [k lah i noe its hard on u all.. haha *sayang*] hahah actually like v summarised version. hahaha cant say wat exactly happened. but with alot of jokes ard the place and jus like those times where ppl go off for chinese. the funny days...hahah [im jealous lah]

be4 we finished the puzzle, me and sq went to ikea to buy the frame which we found when me and him went to raki tt day. the puzzle said it is 51 by 73.5 so must buy a frame which can fit it. so we went to the frame section. wahhh frame is so damn ex lah. freak jus a few pieces of wood and some plastic sheets only mah...nvm nvm. we realised on the raki day tt ikea only have 50 by 70 or 70 by 100 frame. so we went ard to find a frame which can fit. found this frame which is 53 by 73.5. when we count the wood part also. so we tot we can stuff the extra length under the wooden frame. happily bought and went back. cos if we bought the 70 by 100 it will have a border ard it. so went back to sch and it was ard 6++ then... [puzzle world sells frame for puzzle wad.. n its the correct size loh.. haha paiseh the puzzle expert is here~]

then by the time we went they had already stopped and left all the grass pieces. i tell u har grass if like soooo hard to piece. cos they r all the same in a way...see till my eye pain. okok i shall not complain. hahah jus for yr info iat fai say if u see the puzzle and u din cry he is gg to cry...hahaha and sq also say ya he will too. [wahha so considered i cry not.. hmm was almost lah but i was like trying not to.. wahaha.. they say onli loh~] hahaha so we open the frame and tried to put it in.....wahhhh cannot stuff inside the wood de... ook forgot to say we lost a piece...all damn scared lah. haah found it under mer bench. she hiding it lahhh. [haha i can imagine the scene when she found it.. oh manx i miss those times]

oh ya to cont, we found the last missing piece and proceed to get the glue to glue the pieces tog. wth the glue jus disappeared. i mean really disappeared. we left it there and ya got ppl come over to talk but dun think they r so bo liao to take the damn glue right....sq and iat fai so pissed lor. [huh u mean they took the glue? erm n is the glue supposed to b part of my present or i keep 1st in case next time we need? haha its still on my table] went looking for it up and low. then me and mer was looking at the frame and to our greatest horror...the frame is only 50 by 70. cannot stuff under the wood wat so ever....really can jus die there liao...tot of so many ideas..like taking the outer border of the puzzle out. but it will look so gross and some of the nos of the calendar will be gone also. so we jus sat there and stoned. finally decided to go back to ikea and ask can change or not. so frightened cannot change.

by then mer have to leave to eat dinner with frens. so me iat fai and sq went back down to ikea. so power...and it was already gg to 7. so for safety sake we left the puzzle our bags and hps and everything in the fitness store room. we all only took our ezlink cards with us excapt sq whu is paying the frame. so we lugged the small frame back to ikea. wahh the person jus said 'no problem' and gave us back the full money refund. haha. so we bought the bigger frame and lugged it back to sch again.... i still rmb sq telling iat fai on the bus tt today is one of the days which he will never forget, with all the screw ups and all. then i told him it is the screw ups which makes the day memorable. [haha sounds like u all had a great time n i couldnt b there!! blehx]hahahaha...walking back in the sch it was already all dark. the guard also slacking in the foyer. haaha then it suddenly dawned on sq tt he locked the store room keys in the room!!! simply pressed the lock the the back of the door and closed it. MARVELLOUS!!!! [eh so how now ar baba dowan to give u the keys alr?]
stunner day...
went to sch with everything and left sch with only an ezlink card... [okie now i noe the long story abt wad happened to ur fone.. ]
went in and out of sch 3 times...
the present is from the whole of witty family. namely me sq iat fai mer alvin and kah heng...
the whole family for the queen leh...

heex thanks alot pple! its great to be the queen! wahahah~ seriously i feel so blessed lah.. *touched* n i wont forget how my wonderful family came tog to make the puzzle.. haha guess it will b up there as long as i stay in this hse! really so nice.. from 1st 3 mths until now.. i really miss the times when we had all the fun tog.. just playing n playing whole day long.. n laffing over the slightest thg.. its really the best part of my JC1 life i think.. u pple are really a veri special grp of pple! love ya peeps!

-one family unbroken-

girl, you gotta have attitude
1:33:00 PM

thanks alot to those who tagged.. gabe bet u didnt noe its my bdae until u read those entries.. anw thanks sq, ernie, junjun, IF, gav

anw.. to those who msged.. yes brother u're successfully the last for the day.. haha peilee was 1st 2dae.. hmm well anw thanks pple.. also to shiting, mer, nic, alf.. n thanks alot twinnie the ecard is cute! it's okie lah.. anw pw is finally over! phew

thanks joyce.. was quite farni both of us forgot the exact date of each other's bdae

really hope i din miss out anyone in these 3 entries.. just wanna remind myself of this day.. n pple do rmb.. wahhaa~ thanks so much pple!

anw im so glad i could b out last nite.. so nice to see u all.. haha 6 of us went out n 3 of us were sick.. wahaha.. n seems like me n suz always fall sick at the same time.. oh well.. just hope we all will faster recover n go out n have fun 1 day! "wo xiang liu xing xu le ge yuan..." ya just hope the dream will come true.. lol.. anw i must say this.. we ordered 1 long of xiao long bao each!! i wont forget manx.. haha the person taking 2 stacks of all the longs.. scary lah..

anw i finally learnt the right way of eating xiao long bao.. wahahha.. at least not as lousy as ac kias.. hmm maybe hc pple cheena enuff to hang out at such places to eat xiao long bao.. wahahha~

summary of my dinner: half bowl of la mian + 4 xiao long bao + 1 ba bao which is supposedly my bdae cake.. with this toothpick in the centre.. k i didnt eat tt 'candle'

n guess wad i ate when i reach home.. my hong ji dan that waited for me the entire day.. haha but din finish the 2nd one.. too full with that 5 baos in my stomach

n we still nv take foto yest.. even worse den brother's bdae lah.. at least we had 1 grp foto.. haha guess we were too sick n full to take fotos..

girl, you gotta have attitude
1:07:00 PM

Wednesday, November 10, 2004

wow adventurous day..

woke up this morn feeling super sick.. giddy + wanna vomit.. went back to slp.. got feng1 mo4 all over.. which was quite scary.. as usual so much thgs to settle.. thanks alot kazua for helping me.. anw went back to slp.. thot wake up later den go sch.. hmm woke up feeling fine.. wanted to go sch alr.. but all those crap came back again.. ultimate sian.. ask mummy to call baba.. den went back to slp.. couldnt stop thinking.. why does everythg hafta keep coming.. wad crap shit why must i be so upset on this day.. like everyday is full of surprises.. really cant take it animore.. when is it ever going to end.. noe mummy went thru alot with me thru this period as well.. oh well wadeva shit tt is.. hmm summary of wad happened at home b4 i end up in sch soooo late

ya guess i was the latest.. sort of kena conned by baba cuz theres nth for me to sign anyway.. but anw gd thg i went back to sch.. u guys were great! haix spent like $30 on cab fare 2dae.. wad rubbish..

okie aniwae.. thanks alot to all the blur cuties jess, nette and gav.. yep n all the dans.. gaigai, pork, junjun, yuyu and jess.. yk, lixiang, beav n yun..

n really gotta thank my beloved witty family! didnt expect u all to get tog to make tt puzzle.. yep im waiting for a featured report in WZ's blog.. haha.. now i noe wads the big thg tt happened on 8 nov.. eh but must tell me in details!! den gotta slowly thank u pple 1 by 1.. haha im still blur abt who is involved.. din expect alvin to call just now also.. well thanks alot pple! really love u guys.. k lah i almost cried.. but well i shall not cry for the 2nd time in the day though its for a gd reason.. really touched and u guys really made this day v special.. love ya peeps! noe i was wondering how come the puzzle is so big.. cuz from exprience 1000 piece wont b tt big de.. haha the stars are nice! well the whole thg is nice.. haha.. eh v sad leh 1 piece dropped out.. shall see how to put it back

well okie time for lunch.. said so much.. haix din take medicine 2dae.. feel damn sick lah.. hopefully later after lunch can take alr.. cuz mummy say the feng mo may be cuz of the medicine

i wanna go out 2dae!! plsssss...

girl, you gotta have attitude
1:03:00 PM

lalaala.. its so exciting waiting for 12 o'clock

bryan was 1st supposedly.. but was onli 11.59.. since his clock is faster.. okie just treat it as 1st.. i dunno wads the order but ya thanks alot pple! gaigai, wz, jiejie (bit early as usual).. haha pohsiew (3 mins early), fabian, huiyu, charmaine (wz pass to her), ruth, kh 2 early wishes, sokee n finally the long awaiting one from korkor!!

anw thanks veri early ones due to icq reminder i guess.. haha debra, sharon jiejie, cousins

mama was the 1st to call! wahahah love ya mama! thanks for singing me the 3 bdae songs! haha make me so sad just now.. but noe i was so touched when i listen to u on the fone i almost cried.. hee.. love ya so much! n really look forward to dinner with u all later!!

TWINNIE!! bet u forgot.. but nvm see u so busy rushing the gpf.. *hugs*

i really hope i nv miss out anyone..

anw time to sms brandon, cousin and uncle to wish them.. don think baby darren will be out 2dae.. well choose a gd day boy!

oh manx im already sweating.. wahah tts so exciting~ thanks so much pple for the wonderful 1st 30 mins.. havent felt the love for some time.. n im really thankful of all these.. n yes WZ i noe u pple care thanks alot!

girl, you gotta have attitude
1:00:00 AM

Tuesday, November 09, 2004

end of sweet 16 soon.. pple are making me excited lah.. esp korkor n godsis.. guess i'll really stay online..

thanks to those i nv thot will rmb.. oooh at least 1 of the eyecandies rmb! wahaha..

k i shld be thankful of those who rmbed.. n thanks for all the early greetings

hope all the bad thgs will go with the childish sweet 16

girl, you gotta have attitude
11:53:00 PM

yeah i love korkor!

Finally arrived at Camp Dogwood says:
yah
Finally arrived at Camp Dogwood says:
30mins to go?
-[fúTtÈrßÿZ]- 7 days to go.. ت says:
huh
Finally arrived at Camp Dogwood says:
not 7 days
Finally arrived at Camp Dogwood says:
it should be 30 mins to go
-[fúTtÈrßÿZ]- 7 days to go.. ت says:
orh
-[fúTtÈrßÿZ]- 7 days to go.. ت says:
hee
-[fúTtÈrßÿZ]- 7 days to go.. ت says:
no lah counting down to my trip now
Finally arrived at Camp Dogwood says:
i kind of covered from cold but now my knee is swollen
-[fúTtÈrßÿZ]- 7 days to go.. ت says:
oh u noe abt me?
-[fúTtÈrßÿZ]- 7 days to go.. ت says:
haha
-[fúTtÈrßÿZ]- 7 days to go.. ت says:
i injured my ligament at knee.. kinda recovered..
-[fúTtÈrßÿZ]- 7 days to go.. ت says:
got a cold too
-[fúTtÈrßÿZ]- 7 days to go.. ت says:
hmmmm
Finally arrived at Camp Dogwood says:
actually the opposite from me
-[fúTtÈrßÿZ]- 7 days to go.. ت says:
hmm ya reverse order

wahaha~ like brother like sister!

omg i shld b slping.. but seeing so many sweeties online.. cant help it.. hope i rest well for tmr!

girl, you gotta have attitude
11:35:00 PM

bleh.. dont gimme surprises by making me super sad lah! tts not veri nice.. esp if u've done it b4.. just 2 yrs ago~ n it wasnt a surprise last yr..

hmm okie i shall forgive u.. bleh but i was really damn sad just now laaaaa

oh well i shall just stay positive n see wads coming up

k lah i think im feeling better but just crapping on my blog.. wadeva.. this place is getting more n more boring.. no wonder pple arent coming

girl, you gotta have attitude
10:32:00 PM

yeah at least i see some hope..

thanks alot WZ n TWINNIE! heex wz somehow u're always there to cheer me up n whenever i blog sth sad w/o fail u'll talk to me! heex n twinnie.. i dunno y my tagboard doesnt like u.. but don worry twinnie still loves u!

u love not to be loved but love to love

need explanation.. find phyllis twinnie! haha

sorry was just quite disappointed when a few forgot the date.. guess some just forgot abt going out with me.. n ya just wadeva..

k i shld b more understanding.. everyone is busy.. as long as i haf a few gd frens who stay by my side im blessed =)

sth else twinnie taught me..

all u hafta do is 2 things - pursue yr own happiness and believe tt everything happens for a good reason

isnt that wad i always say in my blog.. n wad are frens for?

to remind me when i forgot all these

girl, you gotta have attitude
10:04:00 PM

thanks alot for forgetting all abt it..

sianed screwed up all my medicine times.. end up taking like twice 2dae onli.. wad crap.. n i hate the taste of the cough syrup..

feel as sick as ever n crap shit pw sux.. having stomach ache like nobody's business.. n it feels real bad..

dont depend on anyone n don expect anythg..

suxx

i dowan to think of anythg.. n i dowan to do anythg..

im just this attitude me

cant find that life in me..

i dowan to hear a single thg from u

girl, you gotta have attitude
8:50:00 PM

Monday, November 08, 2004

it doesnt feel gd to be in this state n lotsa thgs in sch to settle.. haix n just cant go do it myself.. sianed.. really need to learn to trust.. but somehow thgs they do don make them seem trustworthy.. hate this.. i wanna get back to sch!!

im like already not feeling v gd.. if u don haf anythg nice to say to show that u care or sth.. den shut up.. don make me feel worse.. n i got no time to entertain u.. i don care whether u're feeling down or wad shit.. i cant even help myself don expect me to help u..

maybe its pms.. haix i dowan all the trouble when im in udon thani.. n im not gonna see the doc to get contraceptive pills or wad shit.. n wads worse.. eating all the medicine n stuff will just postpone it.. which means i got higher chance of getting when im in thailand.. someone save me.. communal toilet...

losing my patience v easily.. dad keeps asking the same qns.. i noe he cares.. but i just feel so irritated.. haix..

n they like to talk to me when im feeling so weak n tired.. i need rest..

why must all thgs come at the same time.. super alot of thgs to settle for ocip, interact n gpf.. n wad stoopid sick + wisdom tooth.. n keep having stomach ache cuz got lotsa dumb shit air in my stomach.. whole day i was just lying down or slping.. gonna be dehydrated soon i think~

i dowan to think of anythg.. but who is there to help me settle thgs n not let me worry abt a single crap..

n stoopid comp keeps giving me problem.. lotsa pop ups n wad shit.. even worse den the prev comp..

nose is peeling.. guess i blow too much? at least its better 2dae after taking the medicine..

feeling so crap again..

girl, you gotta have attitude
8:21:00 PM

Sunday, November 07, 2004

1st was knee
den stoopid flu
n now wisdom tooth..

pls tell me that i can go for ocip..

don even noe if my fever is cos of the flu or wisdom tooth.. cuz my whole row of teeth hurts badly.. maybe tts causing my headache.. i really dunno.. y does all thgs come tog..

to wear retainers or not to wear.. i dowan my teeth to go out of shape.. but the battle betw my teeth n the retainers is not getting anywhere..

thankful that i haf a blog..

girl, you gotta have attitude
4:37:00 PM

cant do all the stuff i wanted to do.. haix.. i miss korkor.. hes always the 1st hand medic.. if onli he's here to give me all the advices.. n help me put towel n 'ice' me to bring my temp down..

i miss mummy.. got a feeling she's worrying abt me even though shes at batam.. n well think daddy also.. =(

feel like this small girl.. lost.. i wan pple to take care of me..

called da yi.. at least made me feel much better.. told me to call ya good.. yepx called n he onli asked me to take the medicine again at 5 n drink lotsa water..

now i don dare to take panadol..

i don like the weather.. the sun is shining to brightly in front of my hse.. n at the back i can hear raindrops.. its loud

im sad.. i wanna go for ocip.. i wanna be healthy n play with those children..

girl, you gotta have attitude
4:04:00 PM

biggest joke.. i drank 2 bottles of green bean tea that supposedly help in my recovery.. thruout the entire day yest
500ml + 750 ml




n tt explains why i couldnt sleep...=(

girl, you gotta have attitude
3:49:00 PM

lesson learnt: dont assume u dont have a fever.. just take ur temp..

38.0 degrees -shocked-

wonder if i had fever all these while.. felt the same though.. but the other day was just like 36.8.. how long ago was tt..

n wad now.. parents in batam.. n wad am i supposed to do with this dumb fever.. cant slp also.. n somemore my hair is wet.. tts so wadever....

which medicine to take now..

i wanna recover asap.. i wanna go for ocip..

someone save me

girl, you gotta have attitude
3:35:00 PM

another day of egg porridge + some dried scallop with the seasoned cai xin thg.. n guess wad.. theres baked beans 2dae! wahaha nu ren.. reminds me of the times u wake up sooo early to cook for us.. egg + baked beans.. in ur orange tupperware.. den we'll hide at the back of the class n eat..

wow n the pooh tupperware is turning one soon.. lolx~ the big pooh plush is just beside me..

miss u gal.. tt day was just talking to ur useless nu er.. seriously we must meet up one day! maybe can go play the fortune teller old maid again.. lolx~

okie 2dae i shall try to blog less.. do some work later.. oh i finally start to cough.. which is sort of a gd sign.. theres another way for all the harmful stuff to come out.. headache still stays.. =(

i miss mahjong! wahaha

ming tian hui geng hao...

girl, you gotta have attitude
1:09:00 PM

played with twinnie hexic on msn.. mad play until now.. haha but was quite nice..

miss the times i played with PEILEE.. nu ren are u finally reading my blog?!

guess im tired now.. cant feel it actually.. but after staring at colours, thinking of how to form flowers, how to clear the bomb.. n stuff.. n its like sooo late alr.. i need to slp.. but twinnie seems to be enjoying the game.. twinnie's gd at it.. wahhaa im going mad soon..

thanks twinnie for ur company

girl, you gotta have attitude
1:46:00 AM

Saturday, November 06, 2004

i cant sleeeeeep... SHI MIAN

n wad am i doing now.. munching on this plain pandan flavoured bread.. gd thg its not plain white bread.. n typing with 1 hand..

the misery of not being able to slp when u're sick.. wad kinda non-drowsy medicine.. haix.. blocked nose + ear.. somehow the er2 shui2 not balanced inside after all the lie down n blow my nose

haix if onli someone can cook campbell soup for me right now.. soooo hungry.. wan sth warm n nice.. well.. ya plain pandan bread....better den nth

not bad at least chatting with witty family.. haha.. not the usual ones though..

1 sheep bah
2 sheep bah bah
3 sheep bah bah bah
4 sheep...

i cant slp.. someone save meeeee

got my 1st bdae greeting.. wow so early~

girl, you gotta have attitude
11:52:00 PM

from yk's blog: did i mention that the doc at ttsh said that i'm falling sick due to stress/lack of exercise?

haha im convinced im sick cuz of no exercising for soooo many days.. since open hse? n b4 tt i was so stressed up with all the crap stuff.. k n the bad weather according to yaa gooood!

i better not get stressed up these few days trying to rush thru pw, prepare for ocip n interact..

n pple.. pls exercise.. esp if u're not baikah or sick!

girl, you gotta have attitude
6:59:00 PM

played spider solitaire.. haha 1st game after sooo long n i cleared everythg! k though its onli 1 suit.. but great achievement.. just find the game sooo hard to play n onli freaks like fabian will play.. whahaa~

sense of achievement!

feel so sick n refuse to tell my body tt im sick.. think everyone has gone out to have fun.. hardly anyone online to chat with me.. boo..

hope my mucus will wash away all the harmful thgs...

headache pls go away.. i don love u too bad.. mian qiang shi mei you xing fu de......

i wan peace

girl, you gotta have attitude
6:38:00 PM

i've removed all the she1 chi2 thgs from my wish list.. guess all i wish now is to bring more stuff over for the children and all my frens to reach out n care for the less fortunate~

girl, you gotta have attitude
3:32:00 PM

http://www.sarnelli.org/index.htm?sp=en

pple pls visit that site.. n if u haf toys/clothes for these children pls pass them to me!

sth from the site..

Sarnelli House was begun to serve a need. small children and babies who had AIDS were being rejected by relatives and villagers, and often abandoned like little animals. The thai welfare departments in the northeast of thailand were taking in these children, but had neither budgetary funds nor a program to help them.

The thai government is now giving us children from their welfare homes; children proven to have the aids virus. Sarnelli House has never been funded by the thai government (even though Sarnelli is the only home for children with AIDS in the northeast of Thailand, which takes up one third of the land mass of the country). Sarnelli House is funded by private donations, individuals or churches of many denominations.

We seem to survive from month to month. Some months we have a little money left over, and there are times, when donations do not cover our expenses.

The Health and Welfare Departments have now seen to it that our children finally get the anti-retroviral medicine, free. But they are also poised to send us more children, all infected. We never refuse a child. So far, no child has suffered from lack of food, medicine and education.

We do not write letters asking for money. We do send out news letters, and some people are now sponsoring some children. Many, however, ask to sponsor a healthy child, since they think it is a waste of money to help a child they believe will die anyway. the greatest gift we can give them is unconditional love, a sense of family, and the belief that their lives have true value and worth.

When they do sicken and sometimes die, it is a real exercise in helplessness and sometimes horror in our inability to alleviate their pain and suffering.

Like the one of little Lu, she is 4 years old and an aunt brought her to Sarnelli House, because Lu's mother died of AIDS and nobody wanted the small girl. There she stood in front of our door and cried her little heart out. She told us that she would only be here for short stay, because her mother will come later on to take her home. We tried to explain to little Lu that her mother is now in heaven with our Almighty Father. Lu did not waste any time and immediately gave us her answer, "Yes, yes, I know, but that is no problem, Mom has been many times in Chiang Mai and Bangkok and she always came back to me to take me home".

If you don't have enough time to visit Nong Khai, just drink one beer less one night and put the money on the account above instead. For the price of one beer at a bar one child can eat and go to school for three days!

these children are so innocent.. its like children we see here are mostly pampered and well taken care of.. but for them.. Sarnelli hse just wanted to give them a chance to live.. even w/o considering much abt how they are going to cope with all the financial prob.. guess they all believe tt pple will help these children..

read the desciption of the individual children.. some of them really went thru alot of hardship.. and now after being taken care of.. they look so lovely n adorable.. esp pics of them smiling..

these children can even stay happy n continue with life.. why cant some pple just be happy with their lives when they are much more fortunate den all these children.. count your blessings

pple if u all have like little brother or sis at home.. or if u can get from cousins.. pls try to get like clothes n toys for these children.. since its hols n most of u shld b free.. just take a little time to do sth for them k?! it will really make a difference in their lives.. let them noe that pple do care for them..

cant wait to go over right now..

girl, you gotta have attitude
1:45:00 PM

siCk sIcK SiCk sICk SICK
JIERU IS officially SICK!!

ahh it sux!! blowing my nose till i get headache.. cant slp well cuz of the sickening headache.. ultimate sian..

so many pple are sick.. even ya goood said so.. quite cool he can prescribe medicine also.. haha n his cough mixture is nice!! its like those herbal taste.. much better den the western super thick + powdery disgusting crap.. anw.. just hope after i take the medicine later i'll b much better.. oh n even his cat is sick.. hmm bad weather..

i miss going out n eat gd food.. n shop whole day..

girl, you gotta have attitude
11:50:00 AM

Thursday, November 04, 2004

yi ge ren de gu dan bing bu ke pa
you yi ge ban lu hou hai gu dan cai ke pa

gu dan bu dai biao ji mo

oh well.. cant type in chinese too bad.. heard tt on 933 thot its v meaningful.. cant rmb the exact words but like wad i always say.. idea is there~ in case u don get it.. when u're alone n u feel lonely its not really tt scary.. when u're with someone n u feel lonely, tts even more scary..

was chatting with mama abt singlehood.. haha guess im so used to it after so long.. n yep quite enjoying it.. n i hafta say.. im not ji mo! i haf so many dearies who take care of me n love me.. n i can anihow have crush or eyecandy n nobody bothers!

my nose is going to run away soooooon

girl, you gotta have attitude
11:28:00 PM

i need to announce this! wahahaha~ i bot my 1st tube dress! lol.. k tt sounds bimbotic.. but ya was surprised to find one tt fit me.. somemore it was free size.. wahaha guess its made for smaller size gal~ so nice!! yep n it onli costs 35 bucks.. n its just sooooo nice! n yep self proclaimed its bdae present from mummy.. cuz daddy refuse to accept tt as my bdae present.. anw.. yep its really nice n think i'll keep for cny.. pray hard my butt doesnt get bigger cuz tt will make the dress shorter at the back.. oooh n its a just nice tube cuz it doesnt squeeze out excess fat.. though i don have much.. but tt doesnt mean tt such a thg wont happen~ k shall stop being bimbotic..

came back from choral nite.. sarah is great man.. haha can really act bimbo so well.. brother someone is taking over the bimbo role! angel was gd too.. so proud of the jnrs! haha.. feels so old 2dae.. but nvm theres mama.. haha.. im still 16!! yep like talking abt the times we just came into ny.. den when we became snrs n saw the sec 1s.. cant rmb yt's batch since i was just sec 2.. den for viv's batch.. really watch them grow.. from sec 1 times.. those chi high guy trying to go aft them.. to now they are going to b sec 4s soon.. feel so old man.. n the sec 2 batch.. tt time they just joined track n gave us so much trouble.. saw angel n classmate crying.. n someone sang the frens forever song.. really reminded me of my own drama nite.. time flies!

feel so at home when i went back just now.. n yep the best audi ever! so nice to be back at ny!

anw twinnie.. u always get the wrong info.. im not going ops lah.. cuz i'll b going thru this sort of therapy at sinseh.. but thanks anw!

gaigai! how can u anihow say qi hua den dowan me! hmmph.. but i shall forgive u.. cuz i still love u.. haha anw.. don work lah.. take gd care of urself 1st..

n wads worse.. im also falling sick!! wads the world coming to.. gaigai i dowan to b like u!! somemore cant rest at home tmr.. haix

feel so gd to be out 2dae.. n yep day out with mama! haha so nice!! so nice hanging ard bugis.. keep eating.. drink tt herbal tea tts so herbal tea loh.. haha thot sugar cane + water chestnut supposed to b some quite sweet n nice drink.. but don be fooled.. its still herbal tea!! haha nvm talking rubbish.. ooooh n i ate qiu qiu 2dae! wahaha~ don think yea babe will read this.. but ya.. haha really ate alot the entire day.. oh n i bot this body brush thg from body shop.. pamper myself~ the foot scrub looks super tempting lah.. n the salt scrub.. cool manx.. but haix too ex she bu de buy.. maybe can check out the boxing day sale at uk.. muahahaha.. paiseh too deprived of shopping.. anw ddp got nth nice lah sianed.. haha.. but w/o getting conned there i wont find my nice tube dress! wahhaa~

summary: was a great day 2dae! i love mama! will help u to find the skirt tt really suits u! hee my pretty mama~

girl, you gotta have attitude
10:42:00 PM

Wednesday, November 03, 2004

i am bored too.. maybe noe more abt me?

1.) first grade teacher's name:
u think i bother to rmb?
2.) last word you said:
bye?
3.) last song you sang:
some song on 933 maybe
4.) last thing you laughed at:
mama's cuteness?
5.) last time you cried:
during lunch almost cried cuz the show on tv was so touching.. forgot when i last cried
6.) what color socks are you wearing:
not wearing socks now
7.) what's under your bed?:
tts for u to find out
8.) what time did you wake up today:
1st at ard 8 when someone msg me to tell me baba is her assessor.. wad an useful info.. lol.. den at ard 12 i think when someone called to tell me shes coming my hse.. haha
9.) line from the last thing you wrote to someone:
why will i rmb

PRESENT:
1.) current hair:
short nice with a black pin holding up my fringe
2.) current clothes:
this baggy white comfy top from under no roof n satrack shorts
3.) current jewelry:
earrings?
4.) current annoyance:
none~ im a happy gal
5.) current smell:
johnsons baby milk bath?
6.) current longing:
to be able to walk ard.. shop till i drop
7.) current desktop picture:
sth nice from the xp wallpaper
8.) current worry:
frens who are sick esp those with fever for many days
9.) current favorite article of clothing:
haha i love most of my clothes.. maybe wad im wearing now cuz i feel gd in them! n maybe my gio spag top
10.) do you currently like someone:
maybe.. but i like all my frens

FUTURE:
1.) what is your career going to be:
occupational therapist
2.) if you could live anywhere in the world, where:
tioman? lol.. inspired by the show
3.) how many kids do you want:
maybe 3.. see if my laogong can afford.. but if i live in tioman.. guess none~
4.) what kind of car will you drive:
VW beetle! if i become taitai.. den those big big kind..

FAVORITES:
1.) favorite physical feature on a girl:
eye + smile
2.) favorite physical feature on a guy:
dimple + eye + smile
3.) one person you wish was here right now:
him*? haha in other words.. hmm nobody~
4.) favorite author:
guess none
5.) favorite coffee:
sa bing ka fei? lost touch with coffee
6.) favorite smell:
sh's colongue? smell of nature maybe
7.) favorite way to waste time:
slack at sentosa? just somewhere nice.. n not hafta worry abt anythg.. watch the world go past..
8.) favorite season:
winter.. but nv experienced autumn n spring though
9.) favorite color:
love all the colours of my life!
10.) favorite time of day:
early in the morn, early evening or late at nite

FASHION:
1.) how many coats and jackets do you own:
many.. S12 windbreaker, ny track suit, ny jacket, fila track suit, the supposed relay team jacket.. n guess more.. afraid of cold~
3.) favorite pants color:
currently the greyish green one
4.) most expensive item of clothing:
hmm don rmb.. maybe sth from esprit i bot yrs ago? invest on cheaper stuff nowadays
5.) most treasured:
all those tt are nice.. almost all
6.) gold or silver:
silver

YOUR FRIENDS:
1.) do your friends know you:
maybe
2.) what do they tend to be like:
nice =)
3.) can you count on them:
ya some
4.) can they count on you:
haha if i don suffer from STM
5.) do you find it hard to trust people:
depends on who.. but i believe i can do a better job.. wahhah~ from pw: nv trust ur pals too easily

LASTS:
1.) last book you read:
seventeen counted?
2.) last movie you watched:
cant rmb.. too long ago.. maybe twin effect 2 or sth..
3.) last movie you saw in theaters:
same movie i guess.. cant rmb laaa
4.) last show you watched on tv:
the champion
5.) last song you heard:
ask 933 wad song they last played
6.) last thing you had to drink:
plain water
7.) last thing you ate:
hello panda
8.) last time you showered:
afternoon
9.) last time you smiled:
while talking to mama?
11.) last person you hugged:
shit tts like quite long ago.. maybe gaigai? opps
12.) last person you danced with:
lindy hop? lol
13.) last person you talked to online:
gabe?
14.) last person you talked to on the phone:
mama! haha.. so long nv chat with u le.. so nice~
15.) last thing you bought yourself:
gd qn.. i don even rmb.. stucked at home for too long

DO YOU?:
1.) smoke:
never
2.) do drugs:
when im sick?
3.) drink:
guess so
4.) sleep with stuffed animals:
tigger
5.) have a dream that keeps coming back:
daydream? haha don tell u the content.. too bad
7.) believe there is life on other planets:
yep
8.) read the newspaper:
maybe some advert on hp or some shopping centre?
9.) have any gay or lesbian friends:
maybe maybe not
10.) believe in miracles:
yes! always~
11.) consider police a friend or foe:
they got no taste.. wahahaha tts out of pt

FEELINGS:
1.) do you have any regrets:
never
2.) i am happiest when:
im pampered and i feel blessed n xingfu and i see pple ard me happy esp cuz of me!
3.) i feel lonely:
sometimes.. =(
4.) what makes you mad:
when someone bullies someone weaker in the sense.. find all means to irritate me.. dunno forget.. haha i don rmb stuff tt makes me mad

OTHER STUFF:
1.) what's the craziest thing you have ever done:
tt sounds familiar.. but did too many crazy thgs to rmb..
2.) any bad habits:
LAZY.. picky.. don take gd care of myself.. forget abt stuff i buy.. haha n alot alot more
3.) any secret crushes:
haha somehow someone will noe my crush so yep nth so secretive
4.) do you think too much:
sometimes

think the person who created this dunno his numbers~

so nice chatting on the fone!!

girl, you gotta have attitude
10:51:00 PM

i also wanna sell ice cream! wahahah.. but tts like hopefully i don spend the money i earn buying the ice cream.. so cool lah.. like go work.. den try to make pple happy.. esp those who feel just so happy eating the ice cream.. wahaha i think if beav read this he will think im mad..

i wan ice cream!! hahaa.. one day shld pamper myself manx.. seriously if i can get like those work for a while kinda job.. quite shuang lah.. at least got money for shopping n all the crap.. n i really wanna go walk ard n shop!!

anw thanks alot WZ for accompanying me 2dae.. b4 i lan diao at home.. wahahah~

yepx to those who are sick.. pls take gd care of urself.. gaigai.. if u still wan me.. haha better take gd care of urself n faster recover!! n those who have fever pls pls make sure its not dengue.. so scary lah so many pple either kena dengue or suspect dengue..

drink more water.. exercise.. eat gd food.. blahx

girl, you gotta have attitude
10:10:00 PM

Notice me
Take my hand
Why are we
Strangers when
Our love is strong
Why carry on without me

And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby

And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you baby

I make believe
That you are here
It's the only way
I see clear
What have I done
You seem to move on easy

And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby

And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you baby

I may have made it rain
Please forgive me
My weakness caused you pain
And this song is my sorry

At night I pray
That soon your face
Will fade away

And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby

And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you baby

girl, you gotta have attitude
1:18:00 AM

Tuesday, November 02, 2004

just came back from ya gooood

yep he saw the condition of my leg n said i will hafta go for ops n go for some physio that will hurt like hell.. but haha ya gooood will save me from all the pain! yep so now like going thru some therapy at his place.. treated me for 1 hr again.. haha gabe are u jealous? 1st half of the treatment he repeated his story.. which was kinda sian.. but at least he told me new stories to entertain me.. n 2dae got more massage n stuff.. sort of the real treatment alr.. going back on fri for 2nd round.. cuz i wanna go back ny on thurs~

so excited to meet mama n maybe nainiang on thurs.. haha but i really dunno if mummy will let me get out of hse.. cuz ya gooood said like now all my cells are dead and my leg got no support.. will take 48 hrs to produce new ones.. so dunno if i can go out on thurs.. though he said i can move ard..

don ask me when my leg will recover cuz i dunno n i din ask him.. anw i'm going thru months of therapy cuz of the deformed ban yue ban in my leg.. still dunno wad issit called.. n i realise his book has both chinese n eng term.. too bad missed the name.. shall take note the next time.. since he always show me the book while he repeated the explanation..

guess tts abt all

girl, you gotta have attitude
8:31:00 PM

hmm.. just realise i shld go back to the main purpose of my blog.. wahahah

happiness is a choice! y cant everyone just make the best out of the current situation.. been peace-ing with pple.. hmm feels quite gd.. makes me feel better as well.. mama n nainiang complaining abt alex tan.. haix wads with all the internal conflict within the team.. just try to work out all the stuff loh..

wearing this yrs ny track tee.. feels gd man.. love ny track team! haha but its so small n i look so kiddish lah sianed.. so exciting i wanna go back for choral nite~ wahaha..

shit i must do sth b4 i sit in front of comp n keep blogging

girl, you gotta have attitude
3:19:00 PM

sth from frenster!

(35-42 points) You are Charlie Brown: you are tender, you fall in love quickly but you are also very serious about all relationships. You are a family person. You call your mom every Sunday. You have many friends and may occasionally forget a few Birthdays. Don't let your passion confuse you with reality.

wahahhaa so true~ so tts charlie brown? hmm noe nth abt him.. though i haf this figure of him from macs.. lol.. my snoopy collection..

haha i cant imagine i told pork this.. (after reading her bulletin)

-[fúTtÈrßÿZ]- 8 days ت one final lap b4 it's all over! so in love with u.. cant stop looking at u! says:
haha u wanna say i pretty issit?
-[fúTtÈrßÿZ]- 8 days ت one final lap b4 it's all over! so in love with u.. cant stop looking at u! says:
don worry i not chang e i wont fly to the moon

k i shall write testimonial for u all later.. ya like finally.. since gaigai say until so obvious alr.. haha still post wad bulletin.. haha wad a thg to do for the start of my hols!

sth nice from one of the love story bulletin..

Once you have loved, you will always love... For what's in your mind may escape but what's in your heart will remain forever...

Find time to realize that there is one person who means so much to you, for you might wake up one morning, losing that person whom you thought meant nothing to you

and just for ur info im not planning to shi4 ai4 to anyone lah.. n i'll nv do that! lousy pork

girl, you gotta have attitude
1:52:00 PM

lalaaalaa~ finally my new love is completely done! so proud of it! waaahhaa~ rmb to turn on ur speakers n enjoy!

n rmb to tag! wahahaha~

girl, you gotta have attitude
1:31:00 PM

thanks alot dingyan for enlightening me abt the midi! wahahaha.. so proud of myself finally my blog is done.. k other than tagboard which is cant help it anw.. the song is nice!! haha after a long search finally found this one! super nice.. ahh i love my blog! haha cant leave this place.. gonna msg everyone abt it.. n yep gonna pigged till super late tmr manx.. look at the time now..

wad can i say.. i love dance even more than track! laalaaala~

lesson learnt: when i'm doing sth i really love.. nth can stop me from doing it! n i will just go all out to get it done!

i'm just so happy~ heex.. can u feel it?! lalaa~

girl, you gotta have attitude
2:42:00 AM

maybe the prob doesnt lie in my blog.. went to some pple's blog.. those i think using tagboard.. all got prob also!!

conclusion: tag-board is really not gd!!

haha i'm contented with the state my blog is in now~ anw cant bully yk n ask him to do for me.. hmm not like someone got special privilege.. opps*

girl, you gotta have attitude
1:49:00 AM

simply love this skin so much!!! it is sooo me!! take note of the text on the pic!

it's like this perfect blogskin.. omg.. cant believe it.. ballerina.. the entries, links n wad stuff all separated.. just tt tagboard cant b separated guess theres no space.. but i really love the format.. now my entries have a larger space.. haha dunno who feedback abt tt..

n it is suppose to play everytime in the background! which is one of my fav song.. hmm but dunno wads wrong.. was so sad when i had like really alot of prob just now.. 1st when i started working on it the tagboard was okie.. n it's really v nice cuz its translucent yellowish like beige lidat.. den prob was entries could not b seen.. n yep thanks wz dearie for accompanying me.. i wasnt frustrated.. just felt so helpless cuz i really love the skin n wanna do it.. haha imagine i was so tired but this skin really woke me up n set me working on it for sooo long..

so now.. hmm prob is the tagboard n music.. haha n i think opening my blog is super laggy.. n it is nv fully loaded.. hmm i noe nth abt all the java crap though~

girl, you gotta have attitude
1:25:00 AM

Monday, November 01, 2004

POHSIEW U ARE JUST JEALOUS THAT I'M PRETTIER!

wahahhaa~ i onli look pretty nice yest.. cuz i look VERI nice everyday!! wahaha shit mix too much with jess le.. n sian i really dunno i said shit just now lah!! anw don care it's over!! OP is over n no more seeing baba to rehearse.. wahaha.. anyone needs consultation on OP can ask me.. though i sort of screwed up my OP.. wadeva~ hmm now hols le also no mood that it's hols n i dunno wad im gonna do tmr.. bet will slp half my day away.. i wanna go back sch to look at them train!!

anw thanks sq n wz! i'm feeling better alr.. haha n i really miss shopping!!! mummy went shopping 2dae lah.. den onli thg i did was pop by the noodle hut n fila shop in hbf.. n guess wad?! mummy got the fila vip card alr!! wahahaha no nid to wait like soooo super long for fila sale! woohoo~ theres this wad ballet strap shoes tts veri nice!! n since it's so nice.. it's out of stocks le.. sadz.. oh n i wanna go shopping! seriously think i will get another spag from gio.. which can be the 6th in my collection.. it's really v comfy n can match my bottoms easily lah! wahaha n i wan to get orange!! cuz my colours all so dull wan.. n i need tank top.. k rather racer back? k wadeva...

bao xiu jiejie.. i just rmb.. haha u go measure ur waist hip ratio! haha.. shen guo hai zi de jiu shi bu yi yang.. (give birth to baby b4 wan jiu4 shi4 different.. bleh dunno how to translate tt) maybe we can come up with a golden pillow ratio.. eh sounds like jing zhen tou.. bleh obsessed with pw..

i really got a feeling my USB pod got prob.. sianed.. i wanna upload me n jess the scandalous foto.. n ya the stoopid act cute wan.. really look like my hand loh cheater!! all the fotos lah! haha so nice n so fun snapping! jess xue wo loh.. forward foto as mms.. haha but was so sweet of her though.. n i'm so touched yijun miss me! waahhaa..

gaigai.. maybe guys got some sms-network...

wow n WZ misses me too!! awwww so sweeeeet~

n in case u dunno.. my fone is like getting more n more spoilt n i hate to use it to sms.. the number 2 and # button got prob.. which means i cant type abc and [space] properly.. oh man tt sounds so like my op script.. ya n sometimes it shows msg failed but msg is sent.. den most of the time i cant send to multiple recipients.. k lah i dunno if its sent not cuz it shows sending unknown.. msg failed.. sth lidat.. wad crap lah.. n i dowan to change fone!! really like this fone.. n i'm waiting for nokia clam shell!!

guess wad.. it's 10.12 now.. took so long to update manx.. haha watching tv just now cuz all the pple i chatting with went to watch tv n nobody care abt me!!!! hmmph.. anw 1210 was a special number~ laaalaa bet u dunno wad issit!

girl, you gotta have attitude
8:43:00 PM

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