Sunday, June 27, 2004
to all my frens.. whereever u are.. whatever school u're in.. jiayou for ur papers! whether it's block test or common test or wadeva.. it'll b over soon! just hang in there.. yepx n nats is coming! after all these crap we can really conc on training n preparation for wadeva event we'll b doing.. ya n i wanna go shopping!! hahah oh well yep study hard for few more days~
girl, you gotta have attitude
11:26:00 AM
Friday, June 25, 2004
yepx.. supposed to b studying now but just finish lunch feel so slpy.. must really get down to study 2dae manx..
rest day 2dae.. just feel that everyday is just trg n studying.. feels gd cuz i'm with my dearest frens.. hahah.. n i can feel that i'm really happy these few days.. just too lazy to get out of hse 2dae.. hahaha.. maybe tmr see how loh.. like in few days time sch starts le.. hmm just see how along the way i guess..
trg was great yest! nv felt that gd after trg for a long time le.. yepx 400mh simply rox! hahaha.. just feel gd when i get the rhythm.. hope everythg goes well on nats.. really hafta focus on my own race n do properly.. n i seriously think i hafta go back to ny trg.. feels gd n it really helps..
guess i'm just too slpy.. yepx aniwae jiayou pple for studies n for track! mama rest well n thgs will get better de.. den u can do ur triple jump n smash the record! yepx n nainiang.. don worry too much k.. be more relaxed.. it's gd for ur muscle also.. n i believe hc 4x100 team will make it! hahaha n sa 4x100 will make it too!!
i must study...
girl, you gotta have attitude
12:51:00 PM
Wednesday, June 23, 2004
I'm Sorry...
For all the mean things I might have said.
I'm Sorry...
For all the things I did or didn't do.
I'm Sorry...
If I ever ignored you.
I'm Sorry...
If I ever made you feel bad or put you down.
I'm Sorry...
If I ever thought I was bigger or better than you.
I Love You...
Don't ever forget that! Through bad times and good,
I'll always be here for you.
I am Sorry...
For everything wrong I've ever done.
girl, you gotta have attitude
11:32:00 PM
Monday, June 21, 2004
yeah i'm back~ well.. nats is super near.. just checked rjcat for all the details.. i'm getting scared manx.. haix really hope i can make it.. n wads worse i haven really study for common test!! cant screw it up manx.. else parents will sure niao that i shldnt have stayed in sa so slack.. oh wellx.. shall do sth later.. ya aniwae back to nats.. pple must jiayou kkz..
yueting: must jiayou for 400mh k! you can do it de~ hmm n since when karin doing longjump n huangjing doing 100.. haha.. think i haven been back for a really long time.. n most prob will onli get to see u pple during nats.. really miss ny team manx! n miss the times when we exchange letters.. hahah~
alf: haha this yr it's not during nats le.. hmm n it's wed also~ wads with all the wed bdae.. hahaha maybe we can go out for dinner or sth again loh.. yepx.. n jiayou for 100mh n jav! i wanna do down n to watch hurdles!! shld have taken 400m lah.. this yr they changed the event order le.. sianed.. somemore 4 heats 3 semis.. quite high chance.. haha~
mama: must take gd care of urself n xiao xin k? jiayou n break pb n record again! hahah~
brother: if u're reading.. haha we're both heat 3 lane 4 but for diff event.. well out of pt.. yepx jiayou for both events.. miss the times when we do 400mh tog~
wz n gaigai: ya guess we shld really force ourselves to study loh~ wad to do
those who didnt tag: yepx take care n try to leave sth here so that i noe u're here!
seems like brother's blog replying tagboard.. hmm but more or less trying to 'talk' to u pple.. since i haven seen u guys for quite some time.. n ya i'm quite lazy to read ur blogs also.. haha.. n nainiang!! i wanna go swimming lehz.. must faster go one day b4 sch reopens n stuff.. oh well.. guess thats abt all for 2dae..
love ya pple*
girl, you gotta have attitude
9:48:00 PM
Friday, June 18, 2004
oh well.. shall update my blog since it has been quite dead for few days.. yepx going to desaru tmr! heex quite excited abt it.. n ya cant watch the comp.. but alf n whoever running.. must jiayou k!! yepx shall see u guys run during nats if i can make it..
ya aniwae updates abt me.. haha haven been studying.. k i shld b panicking lah.. dunno how i can finish by next week.. but to think of it have i ever finish studying b4 any exam??! yep just see how along the way.. n for trg.. dunno wads wrong with me.. hmm maybe cuz lack or oxygen.. haha.. from this show i watched.. felt quite sick during trg n din finish workout again.. quite sian tio with stuff.. guess my fitness is still quite lousy n still quite weak after all the cough n wad crap.. really hope i can make it in one mth's time..
quite scared that i'll lose the fighting spirit.. miss the times in ny when we'll encourage one another.. all the hugs n sweet stuff that cheer me up.. miss all of u manx.. ya sa team is like quite close n the pple are nice.. but there's just this difference in girls sch.. haha.. yep aniwae.. hafta really motivate myself i guess.. the spirit of ny hurdler~
aniwae.. just recall some stuff which is worth thinking abt.. if u get pregnant n realise that ur baby has some prob.. will u choose to abort the baby? really a tough qn.. if u give birth to the baby.. u hafta face lotsa pressure n stuff.. n when the child grow up.. he may suffer n stuff.. sounds quite shallow.. but it's like nv really heard abt all these stuff so cant really get a gd picture of it~ hmm n i forgot alot of other topics which are quite interesting n worth thinking.. shall come again when i recall them~
yepx.. tigger is going with me to desaru tmr!
girl, you gotta have attitude
10:07:00 PM
Sunday, June 13, 2004
yepx back from under-no-roof camp.. wasnt as bad as i've expected.. but i got burnt cuz of some quite spas thg.. was standing on this tetrapak thg trying to stick them tog.. n the silver thg is like reflecting the sunlight onto me.. make my face so burnt now.. n i head feels bit burnt also.. crapx~ but well it's quite a nice experience.. felt gd slping no track though supposedly we shldnt b doing that.. was lying down with a teammate n chatting under the stars.. new experience.. n it was really great~ like enjoying the slow pace of life n stuff..
on the way back just now.. was like quite depressed.. past some places n heard some stuff which brot back memories.. sth once so familiar to me.. guess i really spent too much time with him.. sort of quieten myself down.. thinking abt quite some stuff.. guess there's just this someone that i'll meet when the time is right.. gotta just stop thinking abt all these.. know clearly wad i truly want..
yepx.. felt tempted to go shopping.. haha.. just walk ard maybe.. since like no money n not looking out for stuff to buy also.. just wanna spend some quiet time with myself.. felt gd when i just walked ard novena.. real slowly.. just feel so relaxed and there's nth stressing me.. it's just so quiet.. yepx went to look at VW beetles of cuz.. haha.. feels quite gd doing sth i like.. ya n maybe one day i can pop by bugis n check if they have the model of it..
really wanna meet up with pple.. but everyone seems so busy~ or izzit that i nv reach out to them? ya just now also suddenly felt so lonely.. but realise that if u let love into ur heart.. u'll feel beta.. it's a choice u make.. if u wanna feel miserable and hurt urself.. then u'll be sad.. if u choose to do sth which follows ur heart.. u'll just feel better~ hmm okie my phrasing doesnt sounds nice.. but the idea is there.. heex..
korkor is coming back soooooon~
girl, you gotta have attitude
6:43:00 PM
Wednesday, June 09, 2004
lalaala~ it's 1 and 1/2 weeks thru the hols.. yep guess most pple haven really started revising n stuff.. k maybe abit.. yepx think this is a busy hols.. esp those preparing for nats.. n there's like all the camps n extra lessons.. well gotta take care n manage ur time well.. yepx there's sickening pw also.. noe i hafta get down to work but sometimes it's just so hard to control myself.. n the coming week will b even busier.. seems like there's not much time to meet up with frens also.. really gotta find one day to meet up with trackers b4 nats~ yepx n it was just so nice to receive yun's msg abt 407 gathering.. missed the times we had at waiyin's place.. n finally we're meeting up this fri!! ya pray hard that it will happen n wont b cancelled at the last minute~
yepx.. guess we've moved on.. moved away from sec sch lives.. still feel quite attached to ny.. but at least now i feel more attached to sa.. n it's mostly cuz of track~ trackers rox man.. haha.. will really look forward to trg.. like to spend time with them.. n i realise cuz of *him, i didnt really spend time with other frens.. like just hang out tog n stuff.. thats like quite saddening.. yepx n all those who are still attached seems like they have really distant away from ME.. hmm k maybe it's me who started all these 1st..
wanted to blog but ended up chatting with pple.. forgot wad i wanted to say le.. hmm aniwae gal, i feel happy for u! heex.. just take it easy n handle it well.. n seriously i'm not gd at such thgs!! just hope can help in a way..
to 7 of u: when can we meet up again??!! there's no b-dae celebration during this period lehz.. ya but aniwae i'm excited abt meeting brother n ah yi tmr!!
girl, you gotta have attitude
9:10:00 PM
Monday, June 07, 2004
sthg to think abt i guess.. y do we get irritated over someone who simply wanna make frens with us.. just wads wrong with the person aniwae.. haix sometimes it's just the feeling.. izzit unfair to the person? wad if pple find us irritating also? seems quite scary..
girl, you gotta have attitude
5:59:00 PM
Sunday, June 06, 2004
yep back from camp.. still super tired.. went for trg after camp.. was quite gd.. guess i missed the trackers cuz of some unknown reason.. haha.. went for lunch which was quite gd.. din really ate much during ltc.. gave us so small serving.. well went to av for lunch.. quite glad that with teammates ard din really think much abt the past.. din get to slp b4 meeting him.. dunno wads his prob also.. beginning to feel that he sux.. k thats quite bad.. but just don feel gd abt stuff he does.. n getting quite irritated by some stuff.. maybe i was quite silly that time.. well it's all over.. really dowan to b bothered abt such thgs for the time being.. but on the other hand wish that there's someone.. k wadeva~
yep went for ny dance nite yest.. was quite cool.. though the standard could have been beta.. they made the finale v sad.. guess all ex n current ny girls would feel it.. really miss ny.. it's like the 4 yrs is full of memories.. ya n when i watched those familiar dances they performed during syf n stuff.. esp the liang zhu's hu die.. really brot back those memories.. think it was nicer when qianyi was the lead dancer.. but well guess she's too busy.. the dance by snrs was really great.. hope the jnrs will train hard n maintain the ny dance standard.. ya the modern dance is doing great too~ hmm but well din regret not joining dance though.. cuz track simply rox!
really miss ny trackers.. can we just find one day n get tog.. though i noe we're all v busy this hols.. haix guess hols is so saddening.. miss lotsa pple.. miss gaigai n peeps also.. miss the times when we hold hands n walk ard sch.. always so hyper.. singing songs.. hugging each other whether we're happy or sad.. simply miss all my frens.. k at least i get to see trackers.. the days w/o trg is quite tough.. k maybe cuz i'm just too bored at home facing the comp.. oh manx y is this entry so sad.. k think i better stop here~ yep take care peeps!
girl, you gotta have attitude
1:20:00 PM
Wednesday, June 02, 2004
hmm shall blog b4 i go for camp..
yep supposed to b studying since i have so little time to prepare for common test.. like obviously got not enuff time.. suddenly realise there's quite a lot to practise.. n there's lotsa reading up to do for pw.. sianz.. guess i shld stop slacking n really get down to work.. well aniwae guess i hafta jiayou after ltc..
haix.. shld b packing my stuff now but just realise that i don haf my duffel bag with me.. n i don haf any other bag that can fit all the stuff in.. dowan to carry a bag, sleeping bag n shoe bag.. looks kinda retarded.. have enuff of all the running away from home stuff.. hmm but wad am i doing now.. sitting down with a pile of clothes here waiting for sth to happen.. not like a bag will drop from the sky or sth.. guess i've really forgot abt it n take it for granted.. n now it's just too last minute to do anythg.. wads new.. i'm always so last minute n keep forgetting abt thgs.. haix anythg to help to make my memory beta... n i don think aromatherapy is helping.. hmm just too dory i guess~
hmm talking to this quite full of crap snr sort of cheer up abit.. guess i'll just hafta pack my stuff w/o my duffel.. haha.. since we're bound to meet some obstacles in life.. oh man crapx.. nvm.. take care peeps while i'm away.. ya like there's a diff.. nvm.. rmb to study!!! love ya peepz
girl, you gotta have attitude
8:41:00 PM
